~*Cruel World*~
October 30, 2005
Monday, 25 APR 05
Ever notice when you break up with someone, how the world punishes you by bombarding you with reminders of the person?
All of a sudden there are signs on campus advertising an organization that bears his nickname, you’re job hunting and there’s an obscure town with a pop. of 500 in Ohio called [insert his last name here]. You’re at work and populating a contact list of specific employees, 5 of which have his first name or a variation thereof. You’re driving, and there are billboard ads about vacation deals to the city he lives in.
Everything reminds you of something from that experience you’re trying so hard to forget… Were all these signs there before? Or are you just more in tuned? Did someone put that there for spite? Or is some force pushing you into the path of these destructive symbols?
More over… how long before they go away, or you stop noticing altogether?
How long before I heal?
I guess time heals all wounds… I am not worried about the healing… like job hunting its just a matter of time before you get a job. Its the scars that I wonder about.